December 1st, last day!
I just wanted to write a little bit about my overall experience. Everything went really well, even though Mary was out of the office at least 1/3rd of the semester. It was a little frustrating but I did manage to work while she was gone.
I got to look at my review from her, and I did great in all but one area. Apparently, on a scale from 1 to 5 with 1 being the best, I scored a 2 on "working with intiative", which really REALLY threw me. I mean, I'm a prefectionist so having that one low number really bothers me.
I just don't understand what more initiative she wanted from me?? I worked when she wasn't there, I had ideas for maps that I thought of myself, I voiced ideas even if she didn't use them, when people came in and asked for maps I was eager and more than willing to do them for them. I just don't understand what else she'd have wanted??
Did she want me to say "hey, I have an idea for a map?" How the heck could I do that? I didn't know what the biologist were needing or wanting at the time without her suggesting to me first! When she left lists, I finished everything on them, or if I got stuck, I went on to another but kept going back to try to figure it out.
I mean really, what more initiative could I have?! I'd have rather stayed there then go to class or work, and sometimes I did stay 10 or 15 minutes late, even after coming in 10 or 15 minutes early!
What more did she want?
.... sorry... it just bothered me that she wanted more from me and I have NO idea what she'd have wanted. I really really enjoyed working with her and would do so again, so I'm just really confused.
Not to leave this journal on a bad note, I did get the name of another person with a possibility of an internship with Fish and Game, but I'm tentatively holding off because my semester seems a little full next semester to add in an internship again.
But overall, I really enjoyed this one and I'm glad I did it.
